Stand Still at crossroads

A life crossroad may be confusing, challenging, even disheartening! 

Psalm 46:10-11 "Be still, and know that I am God...The Lord Almighty is with us..."

I recently stood at a crossroad, and contemplated unique circumstances. There were so many appealing roads, multiple exits and limited road signs ... I prayed for wisdom, waited patiently and did not overreact.

Thank goodness!

I was interviewed by an army captain who discussed the military career for Clinical Psychologists on reserve. He reviewed a detailed benefits package, the terms of a contract, credentialing process and career advancement.

"Wow, I would be a Captain in a male-dominated field!" I was mesmerized by a thrilling, career opportunity. Few psychologists would not consider being 'on reserve' in their mid-40s especially when there is a possibility for deployment. Family ties, finances, and professional obligations may halt the decision-making process.

The recruiting officer was ready for me to join the medical team right there and then.

"Did I truly wanted to be an officer?"  I quietly questioned myself throughout the discussion held at a local coffee shop.

"Great opportunity to serve the country...I would definitely reach out to injured veterans who are facing permanent, psychological trauma one weekend a month." I replied back with enthusiasm and optimism.

As I stood at the crossroad, I reflected upon the fact that there was nothing holding me back in case I would ever be deployed to Iraq. I have been divorced for over five years, did not have any dependents much less a "significant other" to come home to. I soon realized I was ready for an adventure outside of the norm.

Becoming a military officer was not in God's plans, he sure halted the recruiting process, and allowed me to be back on track...Today, I am grateful for His continued wisdom, inner peace and the ability to stand still in His presence when in doubt.



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A Brief and Costly Distraction.

If I'm in a rush and disregard the speed limit, there is a fine,
If I drive recklessly, a fatal accident may take place,
When safety is compromised, the trip may be delayed or interrupted.

The first time I visited Western Mental Health Institute was on Thanksgiving Day 2005. I didn't know speed limit changes so swiftly from one small town to another... from 30mph to 45mph, back to 35mph then 55mph. I missed available, road signs when I diverted my attention to a phone conversation!

The next thing I noticed was a pair of flashing, blue and white lights chasing after my blue minicooper! "Ugh?!" I was awarded a traffic violation in Sommerville area.

"It is so easy to get distracted in life" Circumstances may change abruptly and unexpectedly.

God's message secures a clear direction for untraveled paths. The Holy Spirit alerts me when I'm being careless and need to reset the course of action .