A life crossroad may be confusing, challenging, even disheartening!
Psalm 46:10-11 "Be still, and know that I am God...The Lord Almighty is with us..."
I recently stood at a crossroad, and contemplated unique circumstances. There were so many appealing roads, multiple exits and limited road signs ... I prayed for wisdom, waited patiently and did not overreact.
Thank goodness!
I was interviewed by an army captain who discussed the military career for Clinical Psychologists on reserve. He reviewed a detailed benefits package, the terms of a contract, credentialing process and career advancement.
"Wow, I would be a Captain in a male-dominated field!" I was mesmerized by a thrilling, career opportunity. Few psychologists would not consider being 'on reserve' in their mid-40s especially when there is a possibility for deployment. Family ties, finances, and professional obligations may halt the decision-making process.
The recruiting officer was ready for me to join the medical team right there and then.
"Did I truly wanted to be an officer?" I quietly questioned myself throughout the discussion held at a local coffee shop.
"Great opportunity to serve the country...I would definitely reach out to injured veterans who are facing permanent, psychological trauma one weekend a month." I replied back with enthusiasm and optimism.
As I stood at the crossroad, I reflected upon the fact that there was nothing holding me back in case I would ever be deployed to Iraq. I have been divorced for over five years, did not have any dependents much less a "significant other" to come home to. I soon realized I was ready for an adventure outside of the norm.
Becoming a military officer was not in God's plans, he sure halted the recruiting process, and allowed me to be back on track...Today, I am grateful for His continued wisdom, inner peace and the ability to stand still in His presence when in doubt.
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